stupid~~
stupid~~
stupid~~
is all i can say to myself><
RUTH TAN!!!
y r u such an idiot??
owez ruin things><
arHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
losing my minds!!
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
my 2010 CHRISTMAS
24..Christmas eve...after after noon..went to little cafe count down with my frens...
eat...chitchat...laugh..talk...(wat a waste of time)XD
about 11.30pm..
we went to tanjung to play kite~~hehe
joanne.me.chunsheng.weemeng..
we reli have a lot of fun~
our last gathering in 2010...
play until 1 am..count down there...with fireworks^^
great day~
25dec...
wake up early to go church with my mum..
afternoon we go cut hair together~
i feel ugly><
5pm ...
go out with my daphne jiejie..
moli dianzi...
7pm...
rockstar..
10pm...
little cafe...
12am..
seafood restoran..
tats how i spent my christmas...
as for my mum...WOW!!
she had a great day with all her aunty frens><
man...she was more high then me ok??haha
this year christmas was soooooo different~
1st tim celcebrating christmas on our own!
traditional was to family gather together and celebrate in church~~
but not this year...
ya....
wats wrong with this year??
no idea...
i reli hope that in the remain days..
i will be able to solve my problems..
hope that GOD will help me all the ways through...
in th name of JESUS i pray..
AMEN
eat...chitchat...laugh..talk...(wat a waste of time)XD
about 11.30pm..
we went to tanjung to play kite~~hehe
joanne.me.chunsheng.weemeng..
we reli have a lot of fun~
our last gathering in 2010...
play until 1 am..count down there...with fireworks^^
great day~
25dec...
wake up early to go church with my mum..
afternoon we go cut hair together~
i feel ugly><
5pm ...
go out with my daphne jiejie..
moli dianzi...
7pm...
rockstar..
10pm...
little cafe...
12am..
seafood restoran..
tats how i spent my christmas...
as for my mum...WOW!!
she had a great day with all her aunty frens><
man...she was more high then me ok??haha
this year christmas was soooooo different~
1st tim celcebrating christmas on our own!
traditional was to family gather together and celebrate in church~~
but not this year...
ya....
wats wrong with this year??
no idea...
i reli hope that in the remain days..
i will be able to solve my problems..
hope that GOD will help me all the ways through...
in th name of JESUS i pray..
AMEN
my heart voice
24th December..Christmas eve~~ morning time was damn boring!!
sleep and sleep and sleep~
then go have a little chat with my mum><
at last..when talk about my dad...
we all cry...
when i hear what my mum says ...if pinch my heart so muchhhhhhhh!!!
wat makes a mother lost all hopes in life while she deserves a better life??
i don get it??
nobody gets it..
i reli wanted to write it out long ago...
but i m afraid of comments from relatives and frens..
but....
since is my blog..my space...
i dun care!
ya...i grown up 17years without father..
so how???
i can live better then those who have perfect family...
i can be more indepedent then those who have their parents to take care of everything for them...
i can take care of myself...
i can take a bus to go see doctor when im sick..no need to rely on others...wats the big deal of getting sick?!!
i reli dun understand..seriously....
i was so IMMATURE in the past!!!!
selfish...naive....rude...
they are right...im not a gud child...
i owez take things for granted...
i never appreciate wat i have..i own...
blame others for my fault..
ya..tats wat i am...lousy human being!!!
but nw...no more chance for me to do tat~
realizing..my mum reli reli need sumone to rely on...
reli reli needs her family in her condition...
reli reli needs lots of love from us~~
i have to grow up..
to bcum strong for my mum to rely on me..
although i noe i might not be tough enough..
but i will do wat i can do..to protect my mum from any harm..
yes!i love my mummy....so much...so much...
she is the best mum in the world!!!!
imagine a mother...in her own strength..without any help or loan..
raise up3 kids and able to supply them through U..
and we're not having bads days too..
we eat nice food,wear nice clothes..went tour...
quite a good days too...
nothing to complain about ady...
I am so thankful for that~~thank GOD for giving me such a good mother!
Please please GOD~~bless my mum with longevity and gud health~
AMEN~~
sleep and sleep and sleep~
then go have a little chat with my mum><
at last..when talk about my dad...
we all cry...
when i hear what my mum says ...if pinch my heart so muchhhhhhhh!!!
wat makes a mother lost all hopes in life while she deserves a better life??
i don get it??
nobody gets it..
i reli wanted to write it out long ago...
but i m afraid of comments from relatives and frens..
but....
since is my blog..my space...
i dun care!
ya...i grown up 17years without father..
so how???
i can live better then those who have perfect family...
i can be more indepedent then those who have their parents to take care of everything for them...
i can take care of myself...
i can take a bus to go see doctor when im sick..no need to rely on others...wats the big deal of getting sick?!!
i reli dun understand..seriously....
i was so IMMATURE in the past!!!!
selfish...naive....rude...
they are right...im not a gud child...
i owez take things for granted...
i never appreciate wat i have..i own...
blame others for my fault..
ya..tats wat i am...lousy human being!!!
but nw...no more chance for me to do tat~
realizing..my mum reli reli need sumone to rely on...
reli reli needs her family in her condition...
reli reli needs lots of love from us~~
i have to grow up..
to bcum strong for my mum to rely on me..
although i noe i might not be tough enough..
but i will do wat i can do..to protect my mum from any harm..
yes!i love my mummy....so much...so much...
she is the best mum in the world!!!!
imagine a mother...in her own strength..without any help or loan..
raise up3 kids and able to supply them through U..
and we're not having bads days too..
we eat nice food,wear nice clothes..went tour...
quite a good days too...
nothing to complain about ady...
I am so thankful for that~~thank GOD for giving me such a good mother!
Please please GOD~~bless my mum with longevity and gud health~
AMEN~~
Thursday, December 23, 2010
悲喜交加的一周
上个礼拜~参加了st.john acc camp
忙了好久。。准备了好久。。。
在那里。。学到怎么搭camp
怎么生活~
从来没有过这种体验~
好值得！！
虽然很严厉，很累，都睡不够
可是真的很开心^^
我学到好多~
急救的东西。。
也拿了三个奖回来..赫赫
最够力的就是大半夜的，
突然把我们喊起来做急救！！
真的差点被吓死阿！！
手忙脚乱做~
很不满意自己的表现
我想做的更好！
我要努力加油~~
另外。。。
我很开心可以看到他
他真的很有威严
真的很厉害~
拜二晚~最后一次看到他
拜三一整天都在找他
可是他回了><
因为没有可以好好说再见，没有跟他合照,
想着想着就哭了~不甘心！！
呜呜~
在说再见时还是有不舍><
好多人哭了~
老师也哭了~
每天睡不到五个小时~
吃不饱
睡在地板~
冷到发抖~
还要一直挨骂挨pumping
可是真的是值得的~
真的~~
ah sir 问我明年还敢去吗？？？
of coz!!!明年一定会看到我的！！
SEE U ALL NEXT YEAR..
SEE U NEXT YEAR^^
忙了好久。。准备了好久。。。
在那里。。学到怎么搭camp
怎么生活~
从来没有过这种体验~
好值得！！
虽然很严厉，很累，都睡不够
可是真的很开心^^
我学到好多~
急救的东西。。
也拿了三个奖回来..赫赫
最够力的就是大半夜的，
突然把我们喊起来做急救！！
真的差点被吓死阿！！
手忙脚乱做~
很不满意自己的表现
我想做的更好！
我要努力加油~~
另外。。。
我很开心可以看到他
他真的很有威严
真的很厉害~
拜二晚~最后一次看到他
拜三一整天都在找他
可是他回了><
因为没有可以好好说再见，没有跟他合照,
想着想着就哭了~不甘心！！
呜呜~
在说再见时还是有不舍><
好多人哭了~
老师也哭了~
每天睡不到五个小时~
吃不饱
睡在地板~
冷到发抖~
还要一直挨骂挨pumping
可是真的是值得的~
真的~~
ah sir 问我明年还敢去吗？？？
of coz!!!明年一定会看到我的！！
SEE U ALL NEXT YEAR..
SEE U NEXT YEAR^^
Monday, December 13, 2010
my day
最近生活很精彩
每天每天都在忙
忙什么啊？？
不久前。。忙跟我姐姐出玩
现在忙去学校训练了
要入营了
还有好多事情没处理完
可是那天可以跟姐出去真的好好玩哦^^
2pm-我们去魔力点子喝茶聊天
5pm-我们心血来潮跑去唱歌
8pm-姐姐的朋友来载我们去三河喝茶。哈哈。。可是我们只点了四杯白开水。。哈哈
11pm-姐姐的妈妈要做工。。所以我们就去小小吃东西
1am-我们有回到海鲜楼。。哈哈
真的真的很开心！！
姐姐失恋了
不开心
。。。。。。。
最近。。每当我打开面子书。。。
看到的。。都是谁谁谁is single。。。
嗨。。。怎么会这样呢
这个月真的是。。。不懂怎样讲。。。
心情起起伏伏俄 。。。
我几时才可以把烦人的事情抛开。。。
几时才可以真正开心的笑。。。
我要快乐！！！
没有你我还是可以很快乐！！
no big deal!!!
每天每天都在忙
忙什么啊？？
不久前。。忙跟我姐姐出玩
现在忙去学校训练了
要入营了
还有好多事情没处理完
可是那天可以跟姐出去真的好好玩哦^^
2pm-我们去魔力点子喝茶聊天
5pm-我们心血来潮跑去唱歌
8pm-姐姐的朋友来载我们去三河喝茶。哈哈。。可是我们只点了四杯白开水。。哈哈
11pm-姐姐的妈妈要做工。。所以我们就去小小吃东西
1am-我们有回到海鲜楼。。哈哈
真的真的很开心！！
姐姐失恋了
不开心
。。。。。。。
最近。。每当我打开面子书。。。
看到的。。都是谁谁谁is single。。。
嗨。。。怎么会这样呢
这个月真的是。。。不懂怎样讲。。。
心情起起伏伏俄 。。。
我几时才可以把烦人的事情抛开。。。
几时才可以真正开心的笑。。。
我要快乐！！！
没有你我还是可以很快乐！！
no big deal!!!
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