热。。热。。热。。。
天啊。。为什么那么热？
我受不了了啦><
每天睡午觉起来都要跑去冲凉。。因为全身都已被汗水浸湿。。
家里。。就像一个暖炉一样。。热烘烘的。。好不难受阿。。。
学校也是。。
真希望大雨可以降下滋润大地。。
嗨~~~~
Monday, March 29, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
时间飞逝。。。
四年了。。。不知不觉升中已经四年了。。。
想当初报读的不是这间中学。。却误打误撞被分配到了这里。。。
当初的一百分不愿意。。变成现在感谢神让我进入这间学校。。
改变了我的人生。。
就读这间学校。。让我得到的很多。。。也失去了很多。。
得到一生中的绝世好友。。和一票的好朋友。。一群不会嫌弃我的朋友。。
失去的。。。。。。。。。。。。嗨。。
转眼间。。四年过去了。。好快啊。。。仿佛还是不久的事罢了。。
经历过许许多多的酸，甜，苦，辣。。那些感觉依然会让我傻笑。让我哭。。
每次我们出去时。。总是很大镇仗。。惹得旁人细语。。哈哈。。
我们是多么的神经。。什么东西都可以让我们拿来玩。。拿来笑。。
哈哈。。还有我们的‘陈大家族’。。永远不会忘记的。。呵呵
我们一起经历过的。。不是笔墨可以形容的。。。一起分享过好多好多的第一次。。。一起去过的地方。。。一起玩过的东西。。一起承诺过的永远。。也不是轻易能忘记的。。
看现在。。多一年就要毕业各奔东西了。。大家又会有新的开始，新的学习环境，新的社交圈子。
好舍不得我们的友谊。。。以及点点回忆。。。
但。。城如某位朋友说过的。。天下无不散之宴席。。往事之能回味，有些事由不得我想不想。。
这些话提醒了我。。要珍惜眼前的一切。。。
因为。。毕业以后。。我们出了社会会变成什么样子没有人知道。。
或许有可能在路上见面了也会装做不认识。。好怕真的会有这种事发生><
最近对未来感触良多。。但决定不要去想太多。。
我很享受。。也很珍惜每天在学校相处的日子。。每天都是快乐的日子。。
但。。我也很希望。。在剩下的一年里。。可以不要再有任何的事端发生。。
大家可以不要再有猜测陷害。。可以和平共处。。
to all my dato frens:我们不管离开去了那里。。一定一定还要继续保持联络。。即使换了号码，也要继续联络哦。。相信我们上了大学。。当相约出来叙旧时。。也可以像现在出街一样。。笑声源源不绝。。一样神经。。哈哈。。这是我们的约定哦。。
++{友谊永固}++ (^__^)
想当初报读的不是这间中学。。却误打误撞被分配到了这里。。。
当初的一百分不愿意。。变成现在感谢神让我进入这间学校。。
改变了我的人生。。
就读这间学校。。让我得到的很多。。。也失去了很多。。
得到一生中的绝世好友。。和一票的好朋友。。一群不会嫌弃我的朋友。。
失去的。。。。。。。。。。。。嗨。。
转眼间。。四年过去了。。好快啊。。。仿佛还是不久的事罢了。。
经历过许许多多的酸，甜，苦，辣。。那些感觉依然会让我傻笑。让我哭。。
每次我们出去时。。总是很大镇仗。。惹得旁人细语。。哈哈。。
我们是多么的神经。。什么东西都可以让我们拿来玩。。拿来笑。。
哈哈。。还有我们的‘陈大家族’。。永远不会忘记的。。呵呵
我们一起经历过的。。不是笔墨可以形容的。。。一起分享过好多好多的第一次。。。一起去过的地方。。。一起玩过的东西。。一起承诺过的永远。。也不是轻易能忘记的。。
看现在。。多一年就要毕业各奔东西了。。大家又会有新的开始，新的学习环境，新的社交圈子。
好舍不得我们的友谊。。。以及点点回忆。。。
但。。城如某位朋友说过的。。天下无不散之宴席。。往事之能回味，有些事由不得我想不想。。
这些话提醒了我。。要珍惜眼前的一切。。。
因为。。毕业以后。。我们出了社会会变成什么样子没有人知道。。
或许有可能在路上见面了也会装做不认识。。好怕真的会有这种事发生><
最近对未来感触良多。。但决定不要去想太多。。
我很享受。。也很珍惜每天在学校相处的日子。。每天都是快乐的日子。。
但。。我也很希望。。在剩下的一年里。。可以不要再有任何的事端发生。。
大家可以不要再有猜测陷害。。可以和平共处。。
to all my dato frens:我们不管离开去了那里。。一定一定还要继续保持联络。。即使换了号码，也要继续联络哦。。相信我们上了大学。。当相约出来叙旧时。。也可以像现在出街一样。。笑声源源不绝。。一样神经。。哈哈。。这是我们的约定哦。。
++{友谊永固}++ (^__^)
ｆｏｒ Ｕ．．．
ｙｅｓｔｅｒｄａｙ．．ｗｈｉｌｅ ｉ ｗａｓ ｃｈａｔｔｉｎｇ ｖ ｈｉｍ．．．．ｈｅ ｔｏｌｄ ｍｅ ｔａｔ ｈｅ decided ｔo ｃｈａｎｇｅ ｈｉｍｓｅｌｆ．．．ｃｏｚ someone say tat his is too straight forward in talking to ppl..sometimes..it hurt and humiliate them...
ya..it's true tat sometimes wat he said is hurt..bt think from another aspect...wat he said is true too..he dun speak nonsense...he onli speak when he think tat tat ppl actually act and behave lik tat...
For example..he always lik to say tat i dun act n look lik a gal..so rough and violence...><
sometimes...
when i always lik to borrow others ppl book and copy answer rather then doing myself..he will oso scold me...><
eventhough i feel humiliated and angry...bt when i get home and think seriously..actually wat he said is true wat...there's nothing to be angry of or feel humiliate of...忠言逆耳...
is juz tat the problems lay with the way he speak...he juz need to change the way he speak...
For me..i dun think tat being straight forwards is wrong..bcoz in nowadays...ppl who r willing to point out ur fault doesn reli exist anymore...at least they help u to realize ur problems so tat u won't fall deeper....
at least they won't lik someone who onli noe how to say yes to watever ppl said...
one should not always want to listen to good word onli...bt advices too...
he must has been down bcoz of tis...U....dun think too much...juz be who u r...
nobody dislike u actually...juz remain the way u r...
cheer up man~
get it???
ya..it's true tat sometimes wat he said is hurt..bt think from another aspect...wat he said is true too..he dun speak nonsense...he onli speak when he think tat tat ppl actually act and behave lik tat...
For example..he always lik to say tat i dun act n look lik a gal..so rough and violence...><
sometimes...
when i always lik to borrow others ppl book and copy answer rather then doing myself..he will oso scold me...><
eventhough i feel humiliated and angry...bt when i get home and think seriously..actually wat he said is true wat...there's nothing to be angry of or feel humiliate of...忠言逆耳...
is juz tat the problems lay with the way he speak...he juz need to change the way he speak...
For me..i dun think tat being straight forwards is wrong..bcoz in nowadays...ppl who r willing to point out ur fault doesn reli exist anymore...at least they help u to realize ur problems so tat u won't fall deeper....
at least they won't lik someone who onli noe how to say yes to watever ppl said...
one should not always want to listen to good word onli...bt advices too...
he must has been down bcoz of tis...U....dun think too much...juz be who u r...
nobody dislike u actually...juz remain the way u r...
cheer up man~
get it???
Chiao~~
long tim din update jor~2day gt some time to update..haha
Erm.....recently a lot of things happen~
can't get used to it..
my best best best fren kena backstab~haiz...ppl r lik tis...friendly infront u..bt at the back..WOo~can't imaging~haiz...
recently oso..my fren class transfered a new student from perak..not TUN PERAK...bt negeri perak..haha....
her name is XIU LING...how can i describe her???
Erm....a quiet girl...pretty and have a beautiful smile...she's vry clever too..i heard tat a difficult physics Q..she can answer it easily...haha...hope to know her better in the future...
Well...tis few weeks...something happen to me...cause me to live in fear for a week.....
bt luckily GOD help me n heard my prayer..everything is alrite now..whoo~~
now at school everyday vry hapi..apart from the tim when teacher teaching....most of the tim i was playing n having fun v my best pal joanne n etyng+my family member...my ''husband and my daughter''
haha...we always sing crazy songs and dancing at class....
SORRY SORRY>>SUPER GIRL>>NOBODY...
haha..remix together...
seem lik we have a lot of energy to spend....haha...
they would ask me to sing songs..haha..lu bian de ye hua bu yao cai....bla bla bla~~
then recess tim..three of us..etyng...joanne n me will hold hands together n go to canteen..haha...
lik 三剑客....hehe..there is always laughter in our class...everday i sure will play until no more energy le..then will suddenly sit quietly at a corner..then at tis tim joanne will always cum n kacau me...if i din bother her...she will scold me..haha...bt now she noe tat if i suddenly bcum vry quiet..is bcoz i'm ''charging'' my battery....sound vry funny rite??haha...ridiculous wording..hehe....
actually..i quite lik tis kind of school life...no trouble..no hatred between fren...is good isn't it???
^^
hope tat we can carry on lik tis...no worries..no hatred...no framing...
oso hope tat those 有心人士 will stop their act...
still...in everthings...thank GOD
Erm.....recently a lot of things happen~
can't get used to it..
my best best best fren kena backstab~haiz...ppl r lik tis...friendly infront u..bt at the back..WOo~can't imaging~haiz...
recently oso..my fren class transfered a new student from perak..not TUN PERAK...bt negeri perak..haha....
her name is XIU LING...how can i describe her???
Erm....a quiet girl...pretty and have a beautiful smile...she's vry clever too..i heard tat a difficult physics Q..she can answer it easily...haha...hope to know her better in the future...
Well...tis few weeks...something happen to me...cause me to live in fear for a week.....
bt luckily GOD help me n heard my prayer..everything is alrite now..whoo~~
now at school everyday vry hapi..apart from the tim when teacher teaching....most of the tim i was playing n having fun v my best pal joanne n etyng+my family member...my ''husband and my daughter''
haha...we always sing crazy songs and dancing at class....
SORRY SORRY>>SUPER GIRL>>NOBODY...
haha..remix together...
seem lik we have a lot of energy to spend....haha...
they would ask me to sing songs..haha..lu bian de ye hua bu yao cai....bla bla bla~~
then recess tim..three of us..etyng...joanne n me will hold hands together n go to canteen..haha...
lik 三剑客....hehe..there is always laughter in our class...everday i sure will play until no more energy le..then will suddenly sit quietly at a corner..then at tis tim joanne will always cum n kacau me...if i din bother her...she will scold me..haha...bt now she noe tat if i suddenly bcum vry quiet..is bcoz i'm ''charging'' my battery....sound vry funny rite??haha...ridiculous wording..hehe....
actually..i quite lik tis kind of school life...no trouble..no hatred between fren...is good isn't it???
^^
hope tat we can carry on lik tis...no worries..no hatred...no framing...
oso hope tat those 有心人士 will stop their act...
still...in everthings...thank GOD
Thursday, March 11, 2010
enough is enough!
enough is enough..
decided not to tolerate anymore of tis nonsense....
decided not to believe in any of ur rubbish anymore...
decided to treat my self better...
decided to stop maltreating myself...
decided to live better
decided to pay more attention to ppl around me...
lastly........
decided to put my decision into action...
is an END to it~~
decided not to tolerate anymore of tis nonsense....
decided not to believe in any of ur rubbish anymore...
decided to treat my self better...
decided to stop maltreating myself...
decided to live better
decided to pay more attention to ppl around me...
lastly........
decided to put my decision into action...
is an END to it~~
MOody Friday
MOOdy...
dunno y...
thnking of something..
can't solve it...
finally...
make a decision too do something bout it...
stop it..close it..slove it...
IT'S OVER!!
END~~
dunno y...
thnking of something..
can't solve it...
finally...
make a decision too do something bout it...
stop it..close it..slove it...
IT'S OVER!!
END~~
SaD
starting tomoro..is my school holidays....
y sudden feel tat as if i 'm having a lot of holidays?
haha...
Saturday..my fren all are goin to Melaka to visit my one of my best pal-lynn~~(miss u lot lot lot)
and of coz not forget...SHOPPING!!
gals like!! especially my best fren~Miss JOaNne..haha....(dun angry ah,is true wat)
BUT!!BUT!!BUT!!
the point is I"M ACTUALLY NOT GOIN !! how could tis be??WHY??WHY??WHY??
haiz...sad ah..i'm goin somewhere else lol...for my big cousin wedding..haha....anticipating~~
wonder if the dress fit me or not~~growing fat jor ah><
mentioning of tis...suddenly remind me of one very very angry+dissapointed things ah~~
i have PJ class yesterday..n my teacher ask us to take our weight and height....
when i stand on it..OMG..OMG..OMG..i can't believed it...
i take off my shoes..stand on it again...still......................................
GOSH....i still can't believed it....i'm onli 14*cm height bt *2 Kg weight???
><><><
i keep asking the teacher to measure accurately..bt the result still the same..angry!!
"must be the measuring problem...not me!!"
i told my fren...
"gila ah u..accept the fact...u've grown fat and u're short!!"
so cruel~say lik tat to me...my small and fragile soul hurt badly jor ah~~><
the next day...i make a decision~~~EXECISE+ EAT LESS!!!
Bt......failed to done it...coz 不吃对不起自已。。食物摆在我面前。。在呼唤我呢。。天啊~~
HELP HELP HELP~~
y sudden feel tat as if i 'm having a lot of holidays?
haha...
Saturday..my fren all are goin to Melaka to visit my one of my best pal-lynn~~(miss u lot lot lot)
and of coz not forget...SHOPPING!!
gals like!! especially my best fren~Miss JOaNne..haha....(dun angry ah,is true wat)
BUT!!BUT!!BUT!!
the point is I"M ACTUALLY NOT GOIN !! how could tis be??WHY??WHY??WHY??
haiz...sad ah..i'm goin somewhere else lol...for my big cousin wedding..haha....anticipating~~
wonder if the dress fit me or not~~growing fat jor ah><
mentioning of tis...suddenly remind me of one very very angry+dissapointed things ah~~
i have PJ class yesterday..n my teacher ask us to take our weight and height....
when i stand on it..OMG..OMG..OMG..i can't believed it...
i take off my shoes..stand on it again...still......................................
GOSH....i still can't believed it....i'm onli 14*cm height bt *2 Kg weight???
><><><
i keep asking the teacher to measure accurately..bt the result still the same..angry!!
"must be the measuring problem...not me!!"
i told my fren...
"gila ah u..accept the fact...u've grown fat and u're short!!"
so cruel~say lik tat to me...my small and fragile soul hurt badly jor ah~~><
the next day...i make a decision~~~EXECISE+ EAT LESS!!!
Bt......failed to done it...coz 不吃对不起自已。。食物摆在我面前。。在呼唤我呢。。天啊~~
HELP HELP HELP~~
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
我很好那麼你呢
作詞：劉偉恩作曲：呂紹淳
夏天 一個人的球鞋能不能走到 我們笑鬧著的海邊
海風 吹過你的身邊變成一種想念 在我的世界盤旋
天空 已經哭了幾遍我才漸漸明白 讓自己了解了你的離開 是愛
你 (你的微笑姿態)還 (還是默默的存在)
在 在我心裡某一塊愛 (不再是我們的)
還 (還是要勇敢期待)在
我很好那麼你呢
想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開
現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的
天空 已經放晴幾遍我才漸漸明白讓自己了解了你停止的 是愛
你 (你的微笑姿態)還 (還是默默的存在)在
在我心裡某一塊愛 (不再是我們的)還 (還是要勇敢期待)在
我很好那麼你呢 想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開 現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的
我很好那麼你呢 想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開 現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的
夏天 一個人的球鞋能不能走到 我們笑鬧著的海邊
海風 吹過你的身邊變成一種想念 在我的世界盤旋
天空 已經哭了幾遍我才漸漸明白 讓自己了解了你的離開 是愛
你 (你的微笑姿態)還 (還是默默的存在)
在 在我心裡某一塊愛 (不再是我們的)
還 (還是要勇敢期待)在
我很好那麼你呢
想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開
現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的
天空 已經放晴幾遍我才漸漸明白讓自己了解了你停止的 是愛
你 (你的微笑姿態)還 (還是默默的存在)在
在我心裡某一塊愛 (不再是我們的)還 (還是要勇敢期待)在
我很好那麼你呢 想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開 現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的
我很好那麼你呢 想起的我是怎樣的
當初哭著分不開 現在都能用微笑釋懷 (輕輕問候著)
我很好那麼你呢 離開我 要比從前快樂
眼淚是記得而不哭了是懂得 我們都會幸福的
Lost and never found 09-03-2010
What was lost could never be found again...
even if u start all over again..it's still won be the same...
the situation has becum different...
the feelings bcum lesser too...
wat to do?
continue or stop?
i wish someone could help me...
to save me from the bottom of the hill...
GOD...onli noe wat i'm thinking...
HE onli will make the way for me....
GOD~~~help me....
to make my mind clear and conscious of wat i'm doin...
do not leave me astray...
is no longer my choice anymore...
i'm sorry.........
even if u start all over again..it's still won be the same...
the situation has becum different...
the feelings bcum lesser too...
wat to do?
continue or stop?
i wish someone could help me...
to save me from the bottom of the hill...
GOD...onli noe wat i'm thinking...
HE onli will make the way for me....
GOD~~~help me....
to make my mind clear and conscious of wat i'm doin...
do not leave me astray...
is no longer my choice anymore...
i'm sorry.........
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