why i love listening to music

This is a very random post.

i am listening to my blog music right now.

and what inspired me to write this blog today is i would like to share the reason why i love music so much.

Music has always been a inspiration to me. without music a lot of things wouldn't be able to accomplished. That's how important music are to me.

I will listened to any kind of music. Regardless of genre and singers. If the music fits my feelings and emotion, that will be my ''repeating'' songs for time. I love R&B, I love mood music, I love instrumental music, I love old school music. each type of music gives me different emotional expression.

I am that kind of girl that will easily get lead by music. If its a happy music i will feel happy and cheerful, singing along with it. If its a sad music i will get drag by the songs. I know its a bad habit to get feeling controlled by music but i guess i just can't deny that certain music really just captivate my heart and i couldn't help myself but to indulge myself into the feelings of the song writer.

Music with a true story behind it always been my favorite playlist. I couldn't live a day without listening to music. everywhere i go, my mp3 will always be with me. Music calms me down when i am having mixed feelings, music make me happy when i am down. music makes me emo too. And among all, Music definitely heal my wounds. 

Currently, my favorite music would be my blog music. "someday" by korean singer IU.

why?? 

This is one of the reason why i love music .

the meaning behind the songs. THE LYRICS.

sometimes it is so so true and it bring tons of meaning to me.

when im heart broken , i'll listen to songs that will bring my spirit up and helps me to stand firm again.

i still remember during my healing period, i used to have a long playlist of Jay Chou emo songs in my mp3, i will listened to it everyday. The more i listened to it the more i trap myself there. They said "Dont listen to Jay chou when you are just out of a realationship because the songs will definitely kill you".

I agree! 

every songs of him seem to be speaking out what am i thinking in my mind. What am i trying to say to others.

But this bring my emotion from bad to worst. 

So one day, an anonymous friend deleted all of my emo songs and insert all club songs when i wasn't paying attention . At first i was really mad at him, i felt angry. 

But sooner i will thank him for that.

lesser emo songs, lesser tears. That is all i have to say about it .HAHA!

and back to IU songs, she has always been one a favorite artist of me, and why is this song mean so much to me is because one verse of the lyrics goes like this

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”

But it makes me afraid little by little

I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t

Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

But wait it’ll come

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Yes! no matter how bad is the situation, SOMEDAY it will get better.

No matter how many tears you shed before, SOMEDAY you will find you laughter back.

I really wonder how much pain she has gone through before she finally able to compose such a wonderful song. Music has been part of my life since very young age. No music, No life!

my promoter life

Today, i would like to share something which is a part of my life.
not only studying, also i work as a promoter during weekend. although some may question if i really got the spare time to do so, but i am here to say that i am not doing it for spare time,but for living.

i have been working as a promoter ever since i came to KL, which was two years back.Our work time is only on weekend, 12pm-9pm. my friend introduce me this job. after undergoing a few times of interview i begin to work officially.

I work in  a famous pharmacist store in Mid Valley. I still remember when i first started work, i was totally like an idiot. I have no idea how to approach customers, how to mingle and make friends with other staff there. It was tough in the first place.Also i couldn't stand standing whole day long. It was hard for me to sell my product as i am lack of experience and courage.Also i mentioned before in my previous post, i used to be a shy and  timid girl. Can you imagine how difficult for me to survive in this work field where everyone is so aggressive and care about their sales report?

I was lectured by a few senior staff there. They told me " if you want to survive in this field you got to learn to be selfish and strong and aggressive, money doesn't just drop down from heaven."

I guess i wasn't so sure about the meaning at that time. Some people there are mean. They will try to bring you down at all mean. This is because whenever a new promoter occur, it become a threat for them.  Gossips drama often happened there. Environment very soon drives me to change.

I re-join the training session for my products. Trying to improved myself better. Not only that, i trained myself to become more courageous  in approaching customers. i observed how other people did it and try to do it even better myself. It was a long process. When time passed, i begin to master the skills.

Most important of all, i have learned the beauty of complimenting other people. I mean, who don't like to get praise?

As time goes by, i begin to make a lot  of friends there. They respect my effort in fighting to become a better worker.  My sales have increased from bad to good. I feel satisfied when my boss gave me good comment.

Two years have pass, and i am still on the work field. I appreciate this working experience. Because it gives me a early chance to have a look at how the society are and also to be a early learner to learn the surviving skills in this world.